I hate getting premonitions of doom. They always follow the same pattern and they're always very specific. The only good thing about them is that so far (knock on wood) they're always wrong. I was supposed to meet a friend of mine tonight, and they didn't show. I know it's stupid, but I've got this sickening feeling that something bad has happened to them. It's not unusual at all for their plans to change suddenly, or for them to simply forget, or for any of a hundred things to result in them not showing up at the appointed time/place. But despite this knowledge, something feels wrong. Damnit, this is frustrating as all hell. I have no reason to believe that this is any different that any other time, and everything's cool. But that doesn't make me feel any better. All I can do is just fret until I find out what happened, and see how foolish the fretting was. ::sigh:: I hate this feeling. I hate the fact that I get these premonitions at all, since they're always a false alarm, and I hate looking forward to feeling like a moron. Heh. But I do look forward to feeling like a moron, lol.
music: Skinny Puppy - Inquisition